MUHASABAH

"when you plant lettuce, if it doesnt grow well, you dont blame the lettuce.you look for the reasons it is not doing well.it may need fertilizer,or more water or less sun. you never blame the lettuce. yet if we have the problem with our friends, family and soulmate, we blame the other person. but if we know to take care of them,they will grow well, like lettuce. blaming each other has no positive effect at all,nor does trying to persuadeusing reason and argument.that is my experience.if you understand, and you can show you understand, you can love and everyting can change"

so stop blaming each other la. kte ni bukan la perfect mane. okay ! aku admit aku mmg sangat sangat sensitive. and then ble mara, merajuk . aku xpena blame diri aku sendiri. put all the faults kat orang lain. then now aku realise, diri kite xde a HEBAT mane. sume orang akan buat sala dalam life die. and aku nak korangrealise juga a, fikir balik ape yang korang da bwt in past day. and if korang rase korang ade bwat sala kat sum1, baik korang minx maaf. and 4 those people yg org da asking for your forgiveness, please make sure ati kau seikhlas mungkin utk maafkan die. sume bnde take times right.? MUHASABAH DIRI WEH!

     aku pun sekarang da maafkan sume orang yg bwat salah even dorang xpena minx maaf kat aku pun. aku bukan xkenal korang lagilagi yang kaki ngumpat uh. why not korang CERMIN DIRI korang tu dul. PERFECT sngt ke korang ni ha? and 4 those people yang agak agak rase nak MEMBAJET AND MENCAPAP tu sudahsudah la weh. orang da start menyampah da pandang korang macam tu. tapi its up to ALL OF YOU la. aku xckp bnde ni KHAS BUAT SAPESAPE okay? sbb kadang2 aku pun cam uh. hikihik. but at least aku try tak mencapap sana sini doh. HAHA. facebook-ing aku pun da lame berhabuk. jarang gle aku sentuh and men wall to wall ni. xtau asal. aku happy jadi diri aku sndr. and aku xneed popularity langsung pun. biar a org ckp aku cam TARA ke, ape ke. kesssa! and for people yang xkenal aku tu kann, jgn nak men hinahina kutukkutuk makimaki aku ni. mak aku cakap bnde tu xbaik, kalau kau nak teruskan okayy je, tp oneday kau akan dapat balik hasil dr UMPATAN kau uhh. so GOODLUCK!:)